i just wanna be happy and earn more money for my mum

for her i can give up everything including my career

VIRGIN TRIP TO USS 31JAN2012 :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERONICA!!

Back to square one..

I'm almost there to forget you.

But after receive one text from you and now I'm all over you again

Why is it so hard to forget someone sigh..

1855 TO SOUL TO CLUB NANA!

HAPPENING NIGHT! DRUNK AS USUAL

LOVE EVERYTHING LOVE YOU TOO!

REBEL ON CNY DAY 1 2012

REBEL WAS AWESOME THAT NIGHT!

Just so you know~

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it ?

Thought you should know

I try my best to let go of you

But I don't want to.

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not

Cos I don't know how to make a feeling stop.

I love challenging people, the more I can't get it, the more I want it.

This is me ,

I really miss you, but I won't regret what I've done .

Tuesday 17

I give up, it's not because I don't love you or I don't care, its because you don't.

To my imaginary friend

How are you? Eating well?

Didn't see you for quite sometime and I miss you!

Hope you are happy wih ur life now becos if you are happy I will be happy :)

Miss You Like Crazy

I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day

10days

Why do guys always not satisfied with one women?

No matter how good or how pretty their partner is they still cheat on their partners.

Guys sucks...

SPY , SUYUAN POYO YANCHING 2012

FINALLY MEET UP WITH MY 2 GIRLS!

XOXO :3

ps: suyuan stop stalking my blog :p

You can have all the girls you want, but when you have nothing who will be there for you forever?

I will :)

:)

how are you? i miss you.

but you sucks.................

2012

really cant find anybody to talk about my emoness LOL..

dont like to talk abt it but i can blog about it since hardly anyone come my blog already

DEAR BLOG IM SO EMO .................

BECAUSE YOUR MOTHER ME JUST GOT FOOL BY SOME GUY ARGHHH

actually is my fault, i lose the game becos i fall in love

i always tell myself no matter how bloody flirt i am

I WONT FALL IN LOVE BECAUSE ITS STUPID

guys all jerks and thats for sure no matter is an ugly guy or handsome guys

IF THEY HAVE A DICK THEY ARE ALL JERKS

all these years i was doing well

until last year, i think i got curse man

i start to treat this guy damn good

AND IS REALLY DAMN GOOD TILL BEYONd MY LIMIT

i dont mind treating people nice because i always do! shy :$

i can give you the whole world if you said you want it

i even thought of buying his fav rolex for him on his birthday man

what am i thinking! as long what he need i will try my best to get for him

what i like i also want him to have it because i want him to be happy thats for sure

when i know , i actually not the only girl he have i still can pretend nothing happen

LOL? SO UNLIKE ME REALLY

I THINK MAYBE THIS IS CALLED LOVE IS BLIND LOL

when one day suddenly i notice he changed, he didnt tell me things when he use to .

thats why i thought eh actually we are not even close after all

and why i am treating him so good when im just his option and not his piority

thats when i wake up, i didnt regret what ive done for him

i just regreted why i put in my 100% for him

the fact is , you did have other girls why did you say i accuse you?

IF YOU GONNA CONTINUE BE LIKE THIS NOBODY CAN HELP YOU

IF YOU CONTINUE GONNA TREAT ALL THE GIRLS LIKE YOUR TOYS

AND PLAY WITH THEIR FEELINGS FOR YOU. WHICH I THINK U DID.

YOU WILL REGRET LOSING ME really...

ILL SEE YOU AGAIN AND AT THAT TYM DONT REGRET WHAT YOU DID :)

My Love..

why cant people just accept the way i am? im nice because i want people to be nice to me to.

how good must i be to be good enough for you?

never enough dude. My care became questioning you, my words become nonsence to you, my concern become paranoid to you.

6 months , thanks for everything.

im gonna fuck off from your life now.

a new me :)

I GOT A NEW HAIR CUT , GROW SO BIG FIRST TYM GOT MY HAIR SO SHORT!! BUT OK LA I KNOW I LOOK CUTE AND YOUNGER LOLOL

SPY GATHERING

FINALLY MEET UP WITH THEM

LOVE SPY MAX!:)

butter factory on saturday!

PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR!

after so many years.

5 years ago 2007

now 2011

being friends is better for both of us still:)

sisters bonding day

My sis open a new shop at jalan basar

went down to support her kway chup store!

after went k-ing at yishun safra our fav past time!

simple awesome day spend love it!

today i made 3 new friends , john boon jayden,

3 wine freaks! good to find people with the same interest!

November 2011

1 more month to end this year :)

im back to blogging , sorry bloggy

i left you emptied for a few months!

will blog often hehe xoxo!

17 days after my dad pass away

didnt blog for like ages.

many things happen. on 25 sep my dad pass away.

yes, my one and only dad. come to think of it

it was like only yesterday i just talk to him

even writing this post im crying and writing abt him

you know that helpless feeling that u cant stop him from dieing

thankfully i saw him pass away infront of me in the hospital

just me alone and i actually shouted out loud in the icu room

爸不要走，妈妈还没有来! and den after tat

and the heartbeat machine that was attached to my dad body

gave a very loud long dead tone, carried with my trembling voice

and my sadness crying out in the early quiet hospital.

all the nurses and doctor walk to me and hug me becos i was the only girl there

i didnt know what to do really didnt know anything

i just sat there beside him looking at his dead body crying and crying

and i cant stop.. im so helpless donnoe who to call .

dont wanna describe any further,

just wanna say i really miss him

he told me before

IF NO GUY IN THIS WORLD APPRECIATE ME HE WILL

AND HE WILL BE THE ONLY GUY TO LOVE ME EVERYDAY WHEN IM HOME.

i have no dad to love me anymore..

爸爸我爱你

current mood : the worst of my 23yrs old living

i saw my dad nearly almost died infront of me in the hospital and they manage

to save him back..... in my mind now is

please god dont let him die , if he die what is gonna happen to me and my mum?

now my dad is in ICU , under very critical condition i thought i was strong to see him like that because from the first day he admitted to hospital i didnt shed a tear before but today ive been crying from morning to night the moment relatives and friends talk abt him i couldnt control my feelings , couldnt appear to be strong like before. so many tubes in my dads body really make my heartaches ..

im thinking whats life without him hais

i love you daddy

BUSY POYO

i think im starting to blogg weekly then everyday or once a month?

this week was HECTIC NO MOTHER FK.

ah chan gave me a 6days MC , lended sumeet one staff

ended im left with nothing, working like 12 to 1am everyday

and im having a seriously bad health , dont wanna talk abt it tho

every 3 days im visiting the doctor -,-

now i just wanna wait for awesome september to come!

going BKK with my customers and sis! hehehe

GONNA SHOP AND EAT TILL I DIE..

Happy 46th Birthday Singapore !

i love my country singapore!

and yes im also a Lee Kwan Yew fan !

PAP hmm, no idea im not into the goverment polictics

but so far so good !

recently ive bought LKY book , Hard Truths..

I can tell its one of the best book i read so far.

Last Night,

i spend 6hr at night after watching the national day parade

i went to google about lee kwan yew which was my role model and my mentor in life !

and i even went youtube to watch his speeches since 1951

he deserve respect for what he have done all this years, his commitment

for singapore and what we are now all thanks to him for making us a First World Nation!

but times have changed, singaporeans nowadays take his effort for granted .

i was so upset when i saw an article abt LKY

http://www.temasekreview.com/2011/01/27/a-muslim-singaporean-to-lee-kuan-yew/

read it and tell me how you feel?

dont you feel ashame to this muslim that wrote this?

i dont really care how people see me now, i have alot of friends that are very anti the PAP

but please people dont just always think of all the money issues the labour issues!

when LKY is dead we are all gonna be dead if we dont unite!

everything happens for a reason read the book Hard truths and you will get all the answers you want.

have you been to india? to vietnam ? do you think they have all the facilities we have in singapore? our military is one of the best in asia ! our weapons are always the newest !

Tell me where in the world you get worldwide infrastructure?

We have alot of talented people here thats what we need to build singapore.

if everyday there are people in singapore always think of trashing the goverment

writings loads of shit on the internet! one day we might fall and land in other countrys hand

and we will all suffer , so lets all be realistic face it!

im not forcing anyone to agree with me , but if i can convince one friend with my passion abt my country and i want them to know that we are very fortunate to be in this country!

all this insults and humiliation will just make other country laugh at us .

i saw a variety show on taiwan , talking about lee kwan yew .

and i find it rather proud to be a singaporean after watching it .

they have got 7 parts to watch ive link the 1st want for you :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_UkfrY_MEU&feature=related

Thank you.

MY BIGGEST BOMB BRANDON BIRTHDAY

gave him a surprise birthday cake visit!

our dear brandon at work, really can piss me off at times

his like an atomic bomb that may explode and make me die anytime

but as a friend he is ok... he got that kind os personailty that not much people will really

like him.. so well he is my staff under my care now so ought to give him a cake :)

happy birthday !

AN AWESOME DAY IN JB !

basically , saloon , bak kut teh , shopping and seafood !

9am wasnt badly jam as we thought!

bak kut teh at shun fa , sentosa there.. delicious and cheap loveit!

went to pelangi to do hair and was like so omfg expensive T.T

but is good tho i like it lol..

went to KSL city mall after that newly open big and lots of things to shop!!

not far away from custom also can take a cab from city square

maybe 15mins? highly recommend !

and i manage to buy lots of KIM HYUN JOONG stuffs there!

big big posters too for my room hehe!

went seafood along the sea, at prince restaurant just 5mins away from msia custom

so damn fking near leh and the seaview was great! service staff too

food soso maybe becos its so ex! like 800rm for the whole dinner zzz

anyway enjoy my day with elyn philip and dawn

cheers!